This question certainly you have already asked, but do not worry, you are not the only one.
I have various examples among others, that of St. Augustine who as a a youth had the desire for truth, he desired to know truly the truth and to walk in it, however, he was just seeking it in the wrong places and that apparently brought him so much anxiety.
This question gains strength inside of us principally when we go through tribulations, or we find ourselves with many saying “at the bottom of the well” and leaving from there we come to question even the existence of God and what’s worse, his LOVE for us.
My young friend, do not permit that the mountain of life in this constant up and down that we live, to bring us to despair away from God, but on the contrary, draw nearer to Him and encounter in Him true peace, true joy that does not pass; and principally “THE TRUTH” that is God himself.
St. Augustine, at the apex of his encounter with God expressed himself saying that;
“Here you were living in side of me and I put you outside! I misguided, threw myself on the beautiful forms of your creatures. You were with me, but I was not with you.”
Therefore, assume the love of God that manifests itself in more various forms in your life, even in the middle of suffering when you thing that God is not at your side, there he Himself is, for in truth he never abandons you and He loves you that you are now in any case, independent of your errors. Today is time to assume and throw yourself in the love of God.
Therefore, when you question: Where is God? Remind yourself that he is with you today and always.
United through the strength of prayer always
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